What I find to be the single most important rule for learning and conquering a new piece of classical guitar music is that from the beginning you practice and play it in the most perfect rhythm that is possible.  I have learned that no matter how slowly you have to play it so that it is a continuous, unbroken rhythm, this is key to improving.  On the other hand, I can promise you that if you were to practice something and constantly vary the rhythm at your convenience whenever a difficult passage or hurdle comes up, you could spend a hundred years and never really improve.  Keeping the integrity of the rhythm and its’ context are the most important things about practicing classical guitar successfully.  I cannot stress this enough.

Let’s talk about demystifying playing with real speed and accuracy.  After too many years of stress and enormous pressure to perform in concert without mistakes, I learned the beauty of keeping things simple and tangible by grouping.  There are only groups of three or groups of four notes with divisions (e.g. two) or multiples (e.g. six and eight) of these.

Let’s take a scale going up two octaves.  We’ll say the C major scale, or Ionian mode.  If you were to play all the notes from middle C to high C (e.g. two octaves) without dividing the notes into groups, you would be struggling to play consistently and perfectly at top speed from end to end repeatedly.  But take the same scale and divide it into groups of four.  Do this by counting out loud, slowly, 1-2-3-4 which is C-D-E-F, then 1-2-3-4 which is G-A-B-C, 1-2-3-4 which is D-E-F-G, and 1-2-3-4 which is A-B-C-B, the last note B being the beginning of the descending part of the scale. The way I keep things clean and consistent to really mark my groups of four is to accent the 1 of the 1-2-3-4.  If it is a very difficult passage, I would even go so far as to hang slightly on the 4th note of each group and then accent on the 1st note.  What this does is to give me a feeling of space between each group of four.  This works, of course, for groups of three and six, as well.

 Not only does this work well for scales, it works extremely well for arpeggios.  Take for instance the classical guitar piece ‘Etude No 1’ by Villa Lobos.  If you accent the 1 to mark 1-2-3-4 and then the next 1 to mark the next 1-2-3-4, etc., you get a sense of ease and tirelessness to the hand because what you are doing is telling your hand that there are only four notes to keep track of instead of a daunting, unending sequence of notes.  Most people, obviously, can play three notes in a row perfectly, or four notes in a row perfectly, but I find it much more difficult mentally and technically to play 16 notes on the guitar accurately in succession, without dividing things into groups.

Let’s take tremolo as another case in point.  It is so much easier to play tremolo smoothly and consistently, again without tiring your hand, by practicing at first slowly and counting out loud like this: P-A-M-I,  P being 1, A being 2, M being 3, I being 4.  Remember to accent the 1 or the thumb; accent it by saying “one”, or “P” forcefully and louder than the other numbers.  This marks mentally and physically the groups of four.

Let me give you another example.  Let’s take the classical guitar piece ‘La Catedral’ by Augustin Barios Mangore, the final movement, ‘Allegro Solemne’.  If you slowly practice this piece and divide it continually into groups of six, again making sure to accent the 1 of 1-2-3-4-5-6, you will see how much easier it is to play the entire piece without a mistake from beginning to end. 

There is something that I have just recently discovered.  Try playing something such as the groups of 6 notes in the final movement of ‘La Catedral’ by accenting the 1 and counting the notes in groups of six and very, very subtly and gradually slowing down very slightly between 1 and 6.  1.2..3…4….5…..6.  Practice this method and see how smooth and controlled your playing becomes.  You eliminate any sense of rushing and your sense of control and perception of grouping becomes incredible. 

Listen to Eric Henderson Songs

Unfortunately, Nick does not practice.  His classical guitar lessons average once a week, and during his lessons I’ve had to ‘practice’ him and do the work that I hoped he would do on his own. Normally I would not put up with a student who doesn’t practice, but Nick has shown me so many things about how a young person learns and retains material that I feel he provides valuable information  that I can pass on  to others.  He inspires me continually to think outside of the box in conquering my own set of challenges.

I would like to share some insight into a technique of practice that I have found to be very efficient as a result of having to ‘practice’ Nick during his lessons.  Let’s start with how to best use your time to learn a piece of music that is brand new to you.  Let’s use Estudio No. 9 by Fernando Sor as an example; for reference, this is the one in chords that I recorded on Homage. During our guitar lesson, starting from the beginning of the piece, I would take Nick through a phrase, very slowly and deliberately.  In the case of the Sor piece it would be about three measures. My original approach to practicing a section like this would be to play it 9 times.  Obviously I could not employ this technique with Nick because we had too much material to cover in our hour-and-a-half lesson. 

To use the time most efficiently, we would start with the first three measures and only do three repetitions before continuing on to the next three bars, always being careful to back up a couple of chords so that we were not starting from a completely unfamiliar place.  For example, if the phrase that we had just practiced ended in the final chord of the third measure I would have him back up two chords or even start at the beginning of the third measure and do three measures from there. In a fifteen to twenty minute period, we would typically do 2 1/2  to 3 staves of music and then go on to another piece and take the same approach.  In about an hour and a half we would have been able to ‘practice’ through parts of 3 to 4 pieces.  Bear in mind that I say an hour and a half but it is really 4 to 6 sets of fifteen to twenty minutes with short breaks between.

I would see Nick again a week later and ask him “Did you practice?” and he would answer sheepishly, “No.”  In spite of this fact he would then proceed to play surprisingly well through the material that we had ‘practiced’ the previous lesson.  There was an obvious familiarity and muscle memory that had been established during the previous classical guitar lesson.  This happened time after time, which made me re-think the necessity for repeating things nine times.
I thought about it, reflecting on the fact that Nick is 12-years-old, very quick at learning things because of his youth and having no fear.  How could I begin to capture his ability to be so efficient?  These are the conclusions that I have been able to prove thus far:

• When I sit down with my guitar and practice something with multiple repetitions, it is like telling myself that I don’t have to concentrate so hard to make each repetition count, because I could continue to repeat it until I conquered the passage.

• When I put a limit on the amount of repetition and time I spend on each passage, my subconscious grabs on to every detail with a sense of urgency.

• If I tell myself that I can learn something very fast; demanding that I learn quickly challenges any sense of fear that I don’t learn as rapidly as I did when I was younger.

• I have also found that it helps to follow this regime for the three repetitions: Play very slowly, exaggerating the left hand pressure so that you are conscientiously memorizing the movements of the fingers on the first repetition.  After that, silently read through the section you have just played – without playing it – and imagine that your fingers are going through each movement. Play it again, a tiny bit faster but still exaggerating the left hand pressure as well as playing it loudly with a lot of power.  Stop and read through the passage again, only imagining that you are playing it.  Then play the passage for the third and final time.

• It is important to remember when starting the next section of a piece to back up a few notes or chords so that you are not starting a completely new section.  I call this ‘overlapping’.

• I find it is best to limit the time that I practice on each piece of music.  I don’t leave it open-ended. This again makes me use my time with maximum efficiency.

• I usually study five or six pieces at a time, averaging around 5 staves in each piece a day, unless the piece is very easy or repetitious in which case I try to cover more material.

• I write down my practice plan before I begin practicing, listing the pieces and how much time I plan to spend on each piece.  I have found it incredibly important not to play repeatedly at the same tempo because the same tempo tends to diminish the intensity of concentration.

• I try to avoid being automatic.  Between each repetition I remove my left hand from the guitar, give what I have played a few seconds to sink in and then start again.  Just like when you are watering a plant it takes time for the water to soak into the soil, the information you garner from practicing needs to soak into your memory.

• Even if I can only get through a small section of a piece because it is difficult and I can barely play it, I still limit myself to three repetitions.  I’ve discovered that your subconscious mind learns and automatically memorizes much more than we can imagine. 

• I try to reinforce my ability to learn quickly and to memorize quickly by acting (or ‘pretending’ for lack of a better term) as if I do learn quickly when I doubt my own abilities.
This is a very successful method of how to Practice Guitar that resulted from observing how young students learn and conquer classical guitar.  It is not ideal to have a student who does not practice, but once again, I am reminded how important it is to stay aware and observant of other players, students as well as pros.

Mauro Giuliani was born on July 27, 1781 in Bisceglie.  Although this was the place of his birth, most recognize his childhood in Barletta as this is where he moved with his brother Nicola in his early life. 

He became acquainted with music at a very early age.  The first instrument he trained on was the cello, which many people do not understand that he never gave up throughout life.  While it is not guaranteed, many believe he also studied the violin.  Despite this, it was the guitar that really attracted Giuliani as he devoted himself to countless hours of practice.

Because of his high interest and enjoyment on the guitar, Giuliani picked up the instrument rather quickly.  Although it is believed that he had training from teachers, it is unknown who the teachers would have been.

Fast-forwarding to later in life, he would go on to marry Maria Giuseppe del Monaco.  The couple birthed a child in Barletta in 1801 and named the baby boy Michael.  From then until 1806 is a bit shaky, but it is believed he was in Bologna and Trieste for brief stays. 

It was the summer of 1806 where he really began to study counterpoint, cello and guitar in Italy.  At this point in his life he decided to pick up and move to Vienna without his family.  This is where he actually started a relationship with Fraulein Willmuth, whom he had another child with.  They named their daughter Maria, who was born in 1807.  He would end up having another daughter named Emilia in 1813.

Vienna proved to be a solid place for Giuliani as he truly became acquainted with the classical instrumental style people recognize him for today.  It was not long before he was publishing countless compositions in the classical style and touring all over Europe.  He quickly became a reputable image with great success.  In fact, he was actually equal to the best of instrumentalists and composers active in the Austrian capital city in the beginning of the 19th century.

While he was a composer and played many instruments, it was his actions on the guitar that really defined him.  The famous stature led to acquaintances with Rossini and Beethoven, as well as his cooperation with some of the best active concert musicians in Vienna.  In 1813 he even played in an orchestra for the first performance of Beethoven’s Seventh Symphony.

1815 was a big year for Mauro Giuliani as he appeared with the pianist Johann Nepomuk Hummel, the violinist Joseph Mayseder and the cellist Joseph Merk in a number of concerts that became known as the Dukaten Concerte.  In addition, he was also the official concert artist for the celebrations of the Congress in Vienna in 1815.  All of this just added to his prominence in the city. 

Despite great success in Vienna, he really did not have much success there as a composer.  It was the help of Artaria who actually published a majority of his guitar pieces.  In addition, Giuliani did have connections with other local publishers that dispersed his compositions throughout Europe.

While it is not exactly known why he left Vienna in 1819, many believe it was for financial reasons as his property and bank accounts were confiscated so that he could pay debtors.  Upon leaving Vienna he returned to Italy where he spent time in Trieste and Venice.  Finally settling in Rome he did bring his daughter Emilia with.

Between 1821 and 1826, his daughters Emilia and Maria became educated at a nunnery.  Although Giuliani did not have much success in Rome, he focused a great deal of attention on his daughters.  He did, however, publish a few compositions over the years.

In 1826 he performed in Portici in front of the Bourbon court.  He actually began appearing frequently in duo concerts with his daughter Emilia, who was a tremendous classical guitarist herself.  Sadly, Giuliani’s health began to taper toward the end of 1827 and he finally passed in Naples on May 8, 1829.

Federico Moreno Torroba

Born on March 3, 1891, Federico Moreno Torroba was destined to be a musician from an early age.  His father, Jose Moreno Ballesteros was the one who introduced him to the fine art of music and everything it has to offer.  His father was a well known organist who knew a great deal about music himself.

While it was his father who introduced him to music, Moreno moved on to study composition with Felipe Pedrell, who was a great Catalan musicologist.  In addition, he also studied with the composer Conrado del Campo for some time.   A big breakthrough came in 1918 when his tone poem, La ajorca de oro made a premiere at the conservatoire.  This is also where he met a great guitarist by the name of Andres Segovia.

Following this premiere, Moreno included writing guitar into his repertoire for the rest of his life.  Over time, he would go on to produce 80 different pieces including dances, impressionistic pieces, sonatas, suites and concertos and compositions.  Thanks to his affiliation with Segovia, Moreno quickly became a reputable image internationally as one of the foremost composers of the 20th century renaissance of the classical guitar. 

While Moreno was a terrific guitar composer, this was just one of the elements that made him shine.  In addition, he was a supporter of a light Spanish opera form known as zarzuela that was characterized by a varying blend of sung and spoken dialect.  The 1930s and 1940s proved to be a hectic time in his life as he travelled throughout the United States and Latin America performing.  He often travelled with several different stage companies. 

Although his first zarzuela was written in 1912, it was not until 1925 that he gained a great deal of respect and enthusiasm for this style of music thanks to the success of La mesonera de Tordesillas.  From that point on, he produced a great deal of brilliant pieces including La marchenera in 1928 and Luisa Fernanda in 1932.  In all, he would end up producing nearly 80 operas before it was all said and done.

There is no question that Moreno Torroba had a huge impact on the Spanish musical culture.  He continues to be one of the dominant figures for that time and it carried on well past the Spanish Civil War in 1939.  Following the war, he founded a new zarzuela company in 1946 and began touring again.

Although he had great fame and had built up a reputable image, it was not until 1957 that he finally became the most popular Spanish opera of the decade.  Following the war, he would write a total of nine ballets, numerous choral and orchestral music, a piano concerto and many different piano solos. 

If that were not enough, he also wrote a variety of songs and miscellaneous works while continuing his interests in the guitar.  There are numerous Classical guitar pieces that allowed him to remain in the public eye as a true guitarist as well.  This hectic lifestyle continued with Moreno all the way up to his death at the age of 91.

What made Moreno Torroba stand out so much from other composers was his willingness to experiment.  He ultimately would find that he preferred lyrically melodic music with tonal harmony. 

Many consider his philosophy composition to be ‘castizo,’ meaning a blend of folk elements that related to the traditions of Iberian culture.  In addition, this combined with basic forms and impressionistic works that celebrated dance genres.  His guitar stands out because of the rich use of color, melody, and lively rhythms that would truly reel in listeners.  It was an expression of poetic and romantic sensibility that many other composers could never achieve.

Two Special Performances
March 20, 6 pm–9 pm
March 21, 4 pm–7 pm

The Sanitarium
1716 Osos St. • San Luis Obispo, CA

Sanitarium Video

Both shows begin with a reception
of complimentary hors d’oeuvres
and no-host wine bar

Tickets $27 in advance
Send payment to:
Enchanted Productions
560-F Higuera Street
San Luis Obispo, CA 93401
MasterCard & Visa accepted
by phone: 805.439.0972

Enrique was born in Lleida, Catalonia to Calixto Granados and Enriqueta Campina.  Unlike some of the other recognizable composers and musicians of classical music, Enrique did not actually pick up music at a very young age.  He began to study piano in Barcelona as a young man.  He had a few different teachers including Francisco Jurnet and Joan Baptista Pujol. 

It was in 1887 when he really became serious about music as he went to Paris to study with Charles-Wilfrid de Beriot and Felipe Pedrell.  After studying in Paris for two years, he returned to Barcelona in 1889.  Despite hard work and dedication, he did not have instant success as it was not until the late 1890s that he became recognized with the zarzuela Maria del Carmen.  This actually gained attention from King Alfonso XIII.

Skip ahead to 1911, Enrique Granados premiered his suite for piano Goyescas.  This easily became his most famous work to date as it included a set of six separate pieces that were based on paintings of Goya.  Enrique was actually a talented painter as well in the style of Francisco Goya. 

Because of the instant success he had with this series, he expanded on it and wrote an opera in 1914 based on it.  Unfortunately for Enrique, the timing could not have been any worse.  The outbreak of World War I canceled his European premiere and he had to wait for two years as it was first performed in New York City on January 28, 1916. 

The crowd in New York City took liking to his musical piece and he was even invited to perform a piano recital for President Woodrow Wilson.  In addition to this, he also made live-recorded player piano music rolls for a New-York-based Aeolian Company.  These were some of his last recordings and can actually be heard today.  One could say his trip to New York was quite successful to say the least.

It is as if bad timing always caught up to Enrique Granados.  Because of his acceptance for the recital invitation, he wound up missing his boat back to Spain.  As a result, he ended up taking a ship to England.  Tragically, the ship that he boarded to Dieppe, France was torpedoed by a German U-boat across the English Channel. 

The boat, Sussex, was hit as part of the German unrestricted submarine warfare policies during World War I.  Enrique attempted to save his wife Amparo, but was unsuccessful as she drowned in the water.  He then jumped out of his lifeboat and drowned himself. 

What is startling is the fact that Enrique Granados actually had a horrific fear of water his entire life.  His return was the first-ever series of ocean voyages in his life.  While the ship broke in two parts and only one sank, ironically his side of the ship did not sink.  Most of the passengers did survive on his side of the ship, but he and his wife were among the few that did not make it.  The couple left behind six children of their own: Eduard, who became a musician, Solita, Enric, Victor, Natalia and Francesc.

Despite the short-lived career of Enrique Granados, his music still lives on today.  The highly talented Spanish pianist will forever be remembered for his creativity and exquisite style that captivated audiences.  As mentioned above, his last recordings in New York can still be heard today as they did survive.

Andres Segovia

This is how I deal with practicing the Classical Guitar. First of all, I would like to relate
the words of the late Andres Segovia, the greatest classical guitarist
ever, who if anyone would be the authority on the best method of practice.
This is what he taught me and told me was his method. Practice in sets
of fifteen minutes, divided into two sets of seven to eight minutes with a
short break between. At the end of each fifteen minutes, take a 3 minute
break, stand up, get a glass of water, stretch, etc. but be sure to take a
moment to focus your eyes on something far away to relax your eyes from
the close work of the page and the fretboard and to clear your mind. Start
again and do three fifteen minute sets, totaling 45 minutes of intense
practice. This time at the end of the third set take a real break of
about fifteen minutes. Repeat this 3-set practice routine for a total of
five times. At that point you will have spent around five and a half
hours.

That is the morning session, in the afternoon you will do this
entire routine again after you have had some lunch and a chance to rest.
In the years I was living in Madrid, between 1971 and 1975, the
traditional schedule for the day was to start between 8 and 9am, and have
your main meal of the day around 2 pm; everything would then shut down for
this meal and a siesta that followed. At anywhere between 5 and 7pm,
everything would open back up and the evening meal would not be until 9 or
even 10pm. I would eat the midday meal, take a siesta and then practice
from 5 to 10 pm, before eating dinner, the lighter meal of the day.

This is what Andres Segovia would do and what I was expected to do as his
student. Recently I heard somebody claim that he witnessed Segovia
excusing himself after dinner, saying that he had to practice. This was
not the case in my experiences with him; he practiced in the mornings and
in the late afternoons and early evenings. The exact method as far as the
content of my practice will be dealt with in a subsequent blog post.

Segovia asked me what I would like to play and I said quickly that I had been studying ‘Variations and Fugue on Folias de España’ by Manuel Ponce, thinking that this would impress the maestro.  He stopped me cold and said “You have to play about 50 years before you start playing something like that. Ponce is the apex of difficult music for guitar.  Play a study by Fernando Sor.”  So I played ‘Estudio 12’, which I had been practicing for about three years and I played it the best I had ever played it.  Maestro Segovia nodded, pursed his lips and looked over to Antonia and said “Muy bien.”  Then for some reason he looked at me and said “Play the B minor diatonic scale.”  I guess he wanted to test me to see if I was practicing his scale studies.  Thank God those scale studies were the first things that I practiced every day.  After I played the scale fluidly and correctly, Segovia looked over at Antonia and said in Spanish “He plays beautifully, and he has my technique,”  referring to the way I held the guitar and my right hand position.  He than asked Antonia in Spanish “Who taught him?”  Antonia looked at the ground quite sheepishly and almost whispered in Spanish that she had been teaching me since I was 8 years old.  She had never told him that she had been teaching; they were close friends but she was self-conscious or scared to let him know that she was teaching his method of technique.  She was so in awe of him and he knew her more as someone who was a flamenco dancer who could play a little guitar.  She did not consider herself a great guitarist worthy of passing on his legacy.  Segovia then said to me in English “if you come to Madrid, call me and I will spend some time with you.”  He wrote down his phone number, handed it to Antonia and then Antonia started to talk to him excitedly in Spanish and he kept nodding, looking towards me and smiling. 

I remember walking back with Segovia and Antonia into the receiving area where all the other people were waiting patiently.  Everyone looked at us in curiosity.  I walked out to my parents and said nonchalantly “What a nice guy, he was really cool.  He said that if I ever come to Spain, I can study with him.”  My dad said “Wait, what did you just say?” while Antonia said, in tears, “He just played like I have never seen him play before and Segovia actually agreed to spend some time with him if he comes to Spain.”  My dad looked at my mother and me and then said “We’ve got to get you to Spain next year.”  When we got to the car, all three adults collapsed in tears as Antonia related what had happened.  As for me, I didn’t understand why everyone was upset. I was a child and had played with the unabashed honesty of a child with no fear and no artifice.  Fortunately I had been able to put myself into the piece and the scale and to communicate with them. But I could not understand Spanish and had missed all of the conversation between Antonia and Segovia.

Everything came out right at that moment when I first played for Segovia, it was something that I could not have duplicated and have never done again.  When I saw him that next year in Madrid, I was no longer a bold and confident little boy.  I was a self-conscious teenager.  I had begun to realize the enormity of the situation and at times I felt like a bumbling idiot.  Looking back, Maestro Segovia was often very patient, especially when it came to things like misplayed notes that I thought he should have been irritated about. But on the other hand, when it came to things like dynamics, tone and interpretation where I thought that I was doing OK, he would sometimes be frightening.  ‘”No, no, no!” he would say, with this huge finger pointing into my chest,  “What are you thinking of?”  Sometimes he would stop the lesson right then and there and go on for the next half hour talking about life in general, telling me I should learn everything I could about art and history, and  that I should notice the beauty in the world, especially the beauty of women.  Lessons with him were a strange juxtaposition; sometimes his young 3-year-old son, Carlos, would be running around the room and Segovia would say something almost childlike.  Then in the same breath he would eloquently talk about falling in love and getting your heart broken and having those experiences invested in every note you play. He would constantly remind me that the guitar is only a small island in a enormous sea.  He would say “The world is vastly rich and beautiful and its beauty and complexity are to be experienced and translated into the music.” 

Stayed  tuned for Part 3 coming soon!  Click here to listen to Classical Guitarist Eric Henderson Click here for The Maestro and the Boy Part 1

Playing with flawless technique and exquisite sensitivity, he embarked on a tour-de-force of high profile and original compositions, which not only demonstrate, but also challenge the capabilities of the instrument and the talent of the performer. He is one of those rare individuals that truly own every note they play. No muffled half played passages or over the top slurred messes. Every note was there, every note contributing intrinsically to the shapes and forms of the music.

Also, from a listener’s perspective, it was captivating to hear a great composer perform his own work. His original compositions showcase an impressive array of virtuoso pieces with deeply moving melodies and sense of harmony, as well as some of his own takes and interpretations of popular guitar works like Jimi Hendrix’s Little Wing or the Rolling Stones Paint it Black. Mr. Henderson’s own works and arrangements are poised to soon find their way to the pinnacle of today’s most sought after modern guitar compositions.

Eric Henderson posseses a true gift and a very special touch not only as a player but also as a composer. The concert was nothing short of sheer pleasure for all those who attended. Mr. Henderson belongs to that small group of players that are a must see and hear for anyone who loves guitar music or music in its entirety, whether a player or a just a listener.

Author Max Ponzone

Eric, Antonia and Segovia

I started playing guitar when I was six years old.  As far back as I can remember I loved the sound and the shape of the instrument.  I had been playing for three years, thanks to the inspiration of the Beatles, Elvis Presley and Ricky Nelson, when I had my first exposure to the music of Andres Segovia playing as the last act on the Ed Sullivan show.  My mother woke me up and excitedly told me “This is the greatest guitarist in the world.”  I was truly amazed that one person was making the instrument sound like a small orchestra of players.  I guess the timing was fortuitous, because there were numerous things that featured guitar the way I had never noticed before.  The release of ‘Classical Gas’ by Mason Williams was making me strongly aware of the nylon string or Spanish sounding guitar.  Jimi Hendrix had just burst on the scene and along with Eric Clapton, showed how the guitar could be featured as an important virtuoso instrument and not just an accompaniment for singers.

I wanted more than ever to go to a higher level on the guitar.  When I was nine, my father was introduced to Antonia Morales where we lived in Laguna Beach.  Antonia was an accomplished flamenco guitarist and dancer.  As a choreographer she worked in Hollywood with stars such as Rita Hayworth.  Her strongest training was as a Spanish classical guitarist and she had studied with Aureo Herrero, probably the most important protégé of Andres Segovia.  Through Herrero she became very close friends with Andres Segovia and it was this connection that was to lead to my opportunity to study privately with Maestro Segovia in Spain.  When I was 12 years old, she introduced me to the Maestro after a concert in Los Angeles.  I played a Bach prelude and a study by Fernando Sor study for him.  I guess he was impressed enough with my technique to take an interest in my training; he invited me to study with him in Madrid if my parents could arrange for me to come to Spain.

My parents were everything an aspiring musician could ask for.  Laguna Beach had a wonderful sense of community and a love of art.  What my parents lacked in financial resources, the community of Laguna Beach more than made up for in support and a whole network of wonderful people rallied to help me.  My supporters included people such as Lila Zali, the founder of Ballet Pacifica who was herself from the Balanchine School, and Barbara Rubinovich, the wife of the late Max Rubinovich who was an internationally renowned musician.  Also people like Harriet Hayes of Hayes Jewelers and organizations such as the Seroptomist Club joined forces and created a scholarship fund for me so that I could afford to go to Spain.  I would go to Spain, the first time being in 1971, to study for nine or ten months at a time, in the meantime writing letters to let my family and friends know how things were going.  My father accompanied me for the first three months of my first trip and then Antonia Morales who was already back in Madrid during this period agreed to be my chaperone.  I was, after all, only thirteen and there was neither e-mail or cells phones.  The newspapers would relate to the community of Laguna my progress and events as they unfolded in Europe, such as studying with Andres Segovia, playing my first concert in Malaga, Spain at age 15, and signing my first contract with De Koos Concert Management at age 16.

I was to start my first European concert tour in the 1975-76 season and ultimately to do nine European tours in the next nine years.  In these years I also did ten domestic tours as well.  I had my struggles with loneliness, feeling cut off from family and loved ones as well as from people my own age.  In the few months I was able to return to Laguna each year, I wanted to resume surfing, dating girls and hanging out with my peers and just being a normal guy.  Sometimes I felt very alienated from family and friends because I became so used to living in Europe which was my real base of operation.  I felt that I had less and less in common with old school friends, and as I had to practice at least 5 hours a day I had little time to hang out and socialize.  I could go into all kinds of cases and examples of my rebellious acts and the stages I went through.  I prefer not to risk sounding like just another child prodigy who couldn’t go home again, so let it suffice for me to say I had my share of wild times and partying, I made more than my share of mistakes, and l was as self-centered as someone who has a taste of money and fame before they are mature enough to handle it.  Sometimes I feel like I could look up the word regret and see my photo next to the definition.

As I started to grow older and mature a bit, I realized that I needed to start giving something back in the form of teaching and writing, starting with technical studies and eventually moving into serious compositions to enlarge the repertoire of the guitar. I signed a recording contract with JVC music in 1997 and did a 58 concert tour in the US to support my CD ‘Faces’. I had already previously recorded two solo Spanish guitar albums and I thought that I would be very happy if I could play as part of a band.  Laguna Beach has a network of amazing musicians and along with some great LA session players that I met through my bassist Alan Dermot, I was able to form an ensemble from whom I learned quite a bit.  After a couple of years I wanted to learn more about composing and arranging and really hone my skills as a composer of classical music. 

I also had the opportunity through a former student to provide curriculum for a guitar academy that he had started.  This got me writing repertoire for guitar ensembles and teaching a lot, especially children.  I enjoyed this very much and learned a great deal, probably more than my students at times. I started more and more to miss the challenge and edginess of doing concerts and recitals.  I was starting to feel that if I didn’t really go for it and try to become the best possible guitarist, I would regret it deeply. So I started preparing my repertoire and began to arrange a network of concerts throughout the country.  This was not as easy as I had envisioned because I had been out of the circuit for awhile.  But ultimately I was able to arrange a series of recitals and concerts throughout the country, thanks to Jeff Stewart who took it upon himself to create a website for me and to maintain it all these years.  Jeff, a longtime friend from Laguna, has also become my business manager.

In 2002 I played a Sunday afternoon recital in Carlsbad, CA and was later on that week to embark on the tour.  I was in the best shape that I could have been at the time, my program was ready and I thought, ‘all right, let’s do this’.  After the concert, at the reception I started to feel incredible chills.  There was a fire in the fireplace and I looked at it and sat so close that it felt as if my shirt would catch on fire, I was that desperate to get warm.  My family and friends noted that my coloring was ashen grey.  I thought I must be coming down with the flu; by the next evening I was extremely sick.  My right arm felt like it had a bad sprain or bruise, so I went to Scripps Hospital where after waiting for a long time to be examined, a doctor came in and told me I probably just had the flu and a sprain from playing too hard.  I went home but by the next day I was much worse and I went to another hospital, Tri-city Hospital in San Diego County, in the early evening, this being the third day I had felt bad.  A doctor, Dr. Lawrence McCarthy, happened to be walking through the lobby as I entered. For some reason I took him as somebody who might admit me, although he was really just there for a visit.  He took one look at me and my arm and immediately knew what the problem was.  I had necrotizing fasciitis, or ‘flesh-eating bacteria’.

Thank God Dr. McCarthy had dealt with more than 30 cases of this and was one of the few people in the country familiar with this illness and its progression.  Thanks to his care and to Tri-city Hospital as well as people’s prayers I am sure, after about 5 weeks of intensive care and painful skin grafts I was released and miraculously there was no permanent damage to my right arm or hand other than severe scarring and considerable pain.  When I was first admitted there was very little hope that I would even survive, since I had gone too long before the bacteria was recognized and my major organs were close to shutting down.  At first there was even a question of them amputating my right arm, but my family refused to allow that to occur.  I had no say at the time because I was already unconscious and was to remain so for 9 days.

I was initially in denial about having to cancel the whole tour, thinking that maybe I could do the second half of it.  After all, I thought, I could wear a bandage and long sleeve shirts.  But this wasn’t even remotely possible and I finally had to accept that it might be quite a while, maybe even years, before I could embark upon another tour.  I went through all kinds of depression, I was getting older, and I thought that I might never have a chance again.  Then a wonderful thing happened.  Laguna Beach rallied again to my support and along with numerous people in the community such as Wendy Potter, Barbara Painter, Nick Hernandez, Sr., Mark DePalma, Javier Sosa, and Sheldon Abbott, the two bands, ‘Common Sense’ and ‘Missiles of October’ and guitarist Bob Hawkins organized a fund raiser at Seven Degrees to raise money for my convalescence and rehab.  The town came out in force to support me once again, and I was overwhelmed and touched with the graciousness and generosity that Laguna showed to me.

It has been a long road to get back on the stage again, and while I have done a number of isolated appearances and concerts over the past few years, most of my time has been spent seriously practicing, composing and teaching.  Along with my best student, Maximilliano Ponzone, I began producing a series of instructional and performance DVD’s.  Max and some of my other close friends such as Bob Johnson and Michael Fowler encouraged me to start playing concerts again, starting with a concert at Thatcher School in Ojai, then three concerts in Laguna Beach, one at the University of Tulsa in Tulsa, OK. and several more scheduled for 2010, which I will announce soon. Thanks to Shane Fair who recorded me and to Randy Rusk who did a beautiful job mastering my work, I have just released my 7th recording, ‘Homage’, a collection of Spanish works and three original compositions as well as covers of work by Hendrix and the Rolling Stones.  I was also able to produce with Maximilliano Ponzone and Reuben Kustanovich, a brilliant young film editor from South Africa, a performance DVD also called ‘Homage’.
 
The birth of my son, John, has given me a whole new reason to want to be excellent at this craft and to pass something on to another generation. My wife, Virginia, has shown me what unconditional love is, she has more than anyone given order and sense to my music, by helping me to engrave and print my compositions and studies.  She has stuck by me through some pretty trying times.  So has my home town, Laguna Beach.  My family, friends and community have shown me grace, support and love.  These things have inspired me as an artist to become more and more a grateful servant.  I know daily that I am the luckiest person alive.